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| Feliz Cumpleanos |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|08:00 pm] |
Happy Birfday CHristy!
your family if has always been tolerant of my weirdo ways. feed me, watched me get drunk, and has occasionally housed me. lupe or no lupe, it is a pleasure knowing you.
Happy Birfday Edith!
You cared for me, laughed with me, and have shared you most intimate secrets with me. Now that we are nothing more than co workers once again, I hope you realize that I can only aspire to find another woman out there just like you (only without all the bullshit). |
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[Sep. 26th, 2009|01:37 pm] |
today is journal day i guess because i have some time on my hands. the image above embodies what i feel is one of the things that went wrong with the internet. it is a major distraction from what the internet does, and what has proven to do best: connect people of diverse backgrounds. |
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| Writer's Block: Do you check your stars? |
[Sep. 26th, 2009|12:19 pm] |
i'm not really sure if i can whole heartedly believe in astrology, there are some many (newspaper) interpreters out there that its hard to know which one is more legite than another . so, i not sure if astrology can pin-point predict anything that is real, but i find it a really good indicator of someone's initial impressions of you when they ask "what is your sign?" i think, depending on who ask, it can either mean that that person does not want to go to the 'grueling' process of getting to know you to see what kinda person you are, or that they or someone they know might have romantic interest in you. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|05:56 pm] |
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every night we're both off, i miss her more than ever. |
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[Aug. 4th, 2009|09:06 pm] |
My sister was admitted to the Emergency Room yesterday. She has a fast heart-rate and now she has to take somekinda of medication. Also, there is lump on her on of breast that they're looking into. I really care about my sister.
PLus, +, it still is annoying how my parents dont have any guidelines on how to act. They talk to me like I'm they're only friend, and the truth is, I am. My dad tries to josh around with me like I'm his buddy, chum, but never his son. My mom needs me to lie for her sometimes, get her out of work when she doesn't want to be there, and back her up when she feels intimidated by her (sister)-n-laws. I dont mind as much, but the problem was, when I was a teenager, and was kinda wild, I treated them as my friends too, and would carelessly curse in front of them, and have no fine line or decency of how to act around them. And this bothered them. I feel like I have to be two different kinds of person around them, but that they have the privilege of just being one. It can be very stressful. I wish my parents had a strong morale, and lived by it. I feel its part of the reason why I can be really quiet and to myself at times; so that I can preserve what I have of my morale, and not fall into someone else's spectrum of misery. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2009|05:55 am] |
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It sucks how women can make you feel completely inseperable from their lives, and the next day, make you feel completely like shit. I feel so hurt right now, and I sound emo on top of it. I hope to god i can get over this soon.... |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2009|09:19 pm] |
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lorenzo must've fucked up his mom's credit real bad. she just came home all pissed and moody. nice step-brother, but not so nice i have to be around to hear his mom bitch and he's not here to take it as well. o' brother where are thou? |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2009|03:53 pm] |
| [ | tunes |
| | Lullabye for Wayne (Pre-Production Recording)-Weezer-Weezer (Deluxe Edition) | ] |
my dad is sick right now and can barely talk. i like him like this. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2009|01:30 pm] |
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the golden gaze of streetlight haze makes my world a little more dangerous. |
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| stupid shit i say when i'm sick |
[Jun. 5th, 2009|09:17 am] |
gin
i dont know what is was last night. maybe the combination of exhaustion from jogging, food poisoning from the vietmanese place, and the one hit of mota i smoked at lupe's pad. when my dad finally showed up to the apartment, i was feeling a sense of madness. i feel like i had all the right to disrespect him and my sister for their years of taking advantage of me and talking shit about me. i felt resentment that my dad could not follow the directions i give him, and that he feels entitled to boss me around even though he owes me money, and lives his life very much like a child still. i am writing this passage at the house his father owns and lets him stay at, free of rent (15+ years as of now). my father has allows been a dependent on people, and his lived his life as the victim. however, in his naive attempts to be a man, he acts likes his dad. bossy, inquisitive, and demanding. all of these characteristics belong to m grandfather, a hard working, shrewd Mexican indian with little to no education from pacoima, ca. this is understandable. but all of these traits, which are, mimicked by my dad only show with greater magnitude the child he still is. shalom... |
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| Ahhhh!!!!! |
[May. 21st, 2009|04:38 pm] |
Just so you know, I am dumb enough to buy the limited edition. |
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[May. 16th, 2009|09:00 pm] |
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stupid bitch has been drinking. |
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| hey |
[May. 16th, 2009|04:53 pm] |
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| | Just Like Heaven-The Watson Twins-Fire Songs | ] |
I feel great today. i won my first official game of basketball with my team. it was awesome. it actually felt great to be with an encouraging groups of co-workers and acquintances w/out any pressure to be the best.
i feel satisfied. |
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| PHOBIAS |
[May. 12th, 2009|05:54 pm] |
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| [ | tunes |
| | White Light-White Heat-The Velvet Underground | ] |
@#0932954 809-3480-4 93850-94 38509435840-39850-3495804-398509438509-3485-094809-459-034543
certain nowledge scares me... it really just gets me nervous
nowing the population of a city or place can be very (nerve racking?) so many people, so many thought and experiences, and so many people to explore. wtf am i doing on my computer? this qoute i found form susan sontag is inspiring though.
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